Mediocrity Sucks

The word itself is so annoying. It reminds me of Sir Silvestre's comments on my plates. I'm now starting to believe he's right in calling me that. Maybe I'm not meant to be great. Maybe I should not waste my time fulfilling my stupid destiny in horoscopes. Fuck astrology!

I'm in the brink of a career suicide. Should I succumb to capitalism or not? Should I eat all my "panlalait" to those yuppies in Libis, Ortigas, and Makati? Should I be the force or the workforce? Shit! I can picture some of my high school classmates and teachers gloating at me and telling me "pa-UP-UP ka pa kase!" Parang ayaw ko na panindigan...

It sucks that there are no second chances in this lifetime. Believe me, there are none...